Lost Everything

I feel so down and broken. I walked away from a life that I knew wasn't for me. I've stepped into a different world where I thought things would get better and they've only gotten worst. The money is tight once again but i'm having the worst time finding a job around here which is not good at all. Things have gotten even worse because now my car pretty much gave up on me and now I have to get it fixed. I'm not liking the fact i'm seven and a half hours away from home and no car. I'm really pissed off and upset about that because I can't do anything such as go grocery shopping. It's been really tough and hopefully with all the work I have to do this weekend I can focus my energy somewhere else. I really have no one to talk to about the situations i'm going through right now. It seems that everyone has already found their person and i'm still left here to figure things out for myself. No one truly understands that sometimes the people you vent your issues to needs to do that also. I've cut myself off a little bit from home because I really needed a break from handling everyone else's problems and now I'm at this point where i'm facing my own without any help. The truth is I just need someone to give me advice on certain areas and some guidance. Someone who understands my situation and I understand theres. I never ask anything of anyone and that's not what my purpose in life to do so. I try not to let others do for me but just do things for myself because I know that i'm capable of doing it. This is the one time in my life where i'm actually seeking someone to relate or talk to about my situation. Funny because I don't have anywhere to start nor a clue as to how. I guess that's one of life's joys being able to hold your own hand to find a way.