Stressed

I feel like such a complete failure it's not even funny anymore nor should it ever be taken lightly. Its effecting everything I do and I honest to God can't take anymore of it. I'm not happy i'm only miserable as the day goes by. I hate school and don't ever want to go back. It's literally killing me and I can't stand not one bit of it. I'm trying but its just not hard enough or something else is missing and i'm just not seeing it. I hope i can really pull trough and see the light at the end of the tunnel. I know I can but i just haven't figured out yet. I hope God get through me this. All I have to trust and believe and see the beauty through this pain.