Revamped and Refreshed

Today I decided to wash my hair and just breath for a few hours. I have not been able to have any down time and sleep. I'm so ridiculous busy and never time for anything all because of this stupid thing I'm participating in. I just want this all over with and I'm ready to move on to more important things in my life and make something out of myself. It's just so complicated and not the best feeling in the world to wake up each day and not enjoy the life you live. People always say that we make who we are and how our lives will be in the future. It's true but if you trying to do something to better yourself and it only makes you worst I'm not sure if sacrificing my happiness will make anything better. I'm skeptical but hopefully trying to work this out. I just feel as if attacking a person because your mad and upset is out of line and not professional. At least my room is clean and trying to put forth more effort into the life I'm living. I'm trying not to regret anything, but that's all in a days work.