Deployment

Well it's about that time and boy does it suck. Were there and I'm not prepared at all. We had a very emotional goodbye and the roughest one I've had so far. But I know these days will fly by and be looking really good for me. I have a new job now and ready to get going on that tomorrow so wish me luck. I'm a bit nervous but hopefully I can do it and do it the right way. I have so much stuff to save for and do. I'm trying to only keep my focus on my class and work and my other half of me. I expect a phone call from him tonight so I guess this reading for my class will occupy my mind for the night until I get that phone call. I will be blogging and Youtube and etc. a lot more since I have a lot more time on my hands. I have a lot of reading to do tonight and I'm hoping to be able to get it done and make some progress. I need to start working out at the gym a lot more and get everything in order. Plus I have to make an early morning start to my day tomorrow. This deployment is going to be a lot rougher than usual and that means I have to get back into the groove of things that I honestly don't want to do. My parents are coming to visit and I'm no where looking forward to that at all. While my other half is gone is like the worst time for them to visit because they can and do make things worst. I'm hoping the weekend they come will fly by so fast and they don't bug me too much. Sadly I want to pick up more hours at work to avoid them and I know that sounds horrible but I enjoy my time away from everyone because it helps me to breath and just feel a lot better. These next couple of weeks or so will be the death of me and I hope and pray that I can make it through without a hitch.