Here We Are

Well deployment is here and has been here for a while I just never bothered to update about it. But yeah It's been going okay and I honestly wish it was going better. Just a lot of stuff to deal with and I wish so much thing would be easier but I know good and well they will never be anytime soon and that's just the sad part. Getting through this has taken a lot out of me and I feel like I've given up on myself so much even though I try so hard not to. I just really hope and pray things will smooth over. I guess I'll just have to wait and see.