It's Okay

Well lately I have had to learn some true life lessons over the past two weeks and I will never forge them. Deployment is over and my love came home, I did everything wrong there is to do. I pulled myself away from him and started to go in another direction. After a few nights of talking he had noticed that I had changed and wasn't acting my usual self. Finally I broke down and told him that all the times he has been away and came home I always felt as if he did not want me around or needed the time to himself. Huge mistake! He needed me more than anything to be there for him, talk to him, and comfort him in his times of needs and struggles. We talked extensively about the issues and finally was able to solve the problem. I was so fearful to discuss my feelings that I kept them hidden and out of reach. I realized that it was okay to feel the way I felt and I should have come to him and let that be known. We are getting ready for a move in less than two months and here I am trying to do everything on my own and figure every little thing out, but I let my pride get in the way. I have been the shown the way and that it's okay to not have everything in life figured out. There is nothing wrong with learning new things on a daily basis and letting God guide the way for you. I hope my lessons learned with bring a lifetime of joy.