Busy Busy Sad Day

Well my boo left yesterday for a few days and I'm packing up getting ready to move. It has been an exciting but just really upsetting weekend because Anthony is not able to move with me at this time. I know it's going to take a few weeks or months before we can transfer units and make the move. I want nothing more than to be with my special one. I did make a mistake out of anger though and I'm really afraid it will cost me. I just hope and pray all is forgiven and I can just put that behind me. I know the days have been winding down and the tears and being heart broken hasn't stopped yet. Of course I was talking to a close girlfriend of mine about how my other non military friends( sorry if that just sounds wrong) really don't understand what I go through on a daily basis with handling a relationship, school, job, and moving all at once. It's a lot to carry and take in and I feel so alone at times because no one gets it and when they talk about their men it just irritates me a bit, but I love them and try to be supportive anyways. I just wish I had it coming my way too. Much prayer will definitely be needed these next couple of weeks to get through.