A Long Day

So today has been super long and a very special day I take into high consideration. I woke up a bit late and went grocery shopping with my room mate and talked to my girls for the day. It felt great, but all in all I realized a lot about my self and my motivation. Lol. Therefore I'm lacking a lot. Just today has made me pretty sad and I wished I wouldn't keep seeing all these babies being born and what not. It just an experience anthony and I went through with that which emotionally put me in a bond and just hard to deal with at times. I'm tired and just really probably not a good idea for me to discuss anything of that matter before I just let myself go into a depressed mode. Maybe I should get some rest and I'm finally getting things done between Anthony and I and the move we are hoping to make in less than 3 months. Plus deployment is looming and I'm just a mess right now.