Frustrated A Bit

So my morning started off early for my 8am class and things have just been really hard to take in for the day. I'm just a bit frustrated by my classes and just feeling like I won't be able to achieve this semester. Anthony has been managing my schedule and its has been really rough with him just pushing me to my limits. I don't see him as my other half anymore just a friend and someone who is trying to help. I'm not sure if I'm falling out of love. It's hard to express that to someone who loves you more than the world and wants to marry you.