Lately I've been surrounded by a lot of people from where I walk, eat, live, and breath, but I feel like shit in this world. It's so frustrating because no one understands things or I feel like I made myself look really dumb. I guess from a mellow weekend the pace is starting to pick up and I'm in freak out mode. I just really want to focus on school and making sure I keep up with my life but I have so many other things coming up that I need to do. I'm just letting things bring me down. This deployment is really kicking me in the rear and it's just hard because I have to deal with his family and that is something I gave up dealing with last year because it was too much stress on me and he saw that too. I know that God will bring me through everything and I'll be okay. Just tough to see the outcome when things look bleak.
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