Not Sure

Some comments that were made from other girls some what pissed me off. i'm not liking or taking it to well. i mean i don't understand why you bother stepping into the gym. it just pisses me off more everytime i see you. it brings back more memories than i can afford let alone handle. i understand that there is some tension between us but thats 110% your fault. you never even concitered my feelings. it's like i don't even matter to you its just all about Rich boy Michigan. But down south every girl is treated with respect and love not just fun and games. when your down here you better learn quick about a true southern gentleman. you really hurt me and i live with blaming myself but now i've begun to realize i was never wrong. the only person that seriously screwed up was you and nothing more or further. i try not to acknowledge you and just walk away like you never existed but you say you wanted to be friends. my thoughts are how come you never told me goodbye? why do you want to be friends? what is the real reason we broke up? why did you lie to me? if i was so important to you why did you let me go? why do you smile everytime you see me? why did you make me keep the ring? why you shared some things with me you don't even tell your own family? why you wanted me to be apart of your family? well i guess if were meant to be everything will fall into place. i wish i could figure you out but as each day goes by it gets more confusing. well maybe things will work out itself maybe i'll smile back if i'm nice enough. i just wish things would happen sooner and i know they want.

Worry a little bit every day and in a lifetime you will lose a couple of years. If something is wrong, fix it if you can. But train yourself not to worry. Worry never fixes anything.- Mary Hemingway

Matthew 6:34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.