Challenges and the Scary Things in Life

So i'm finally at UK in my dorm waiting around for 7 o clock. My parents just left so i'm finally here on my own. I've been thinking a lot about Anthony and worrying too. I'm really anxious to speak to him and see him. I'm still holding on to faith and the little possessions I have. My room mate is okay. I have the feeling she doesn't like me very well but then again it's only day two. i guess i'll just give it more time before I start getting to pissy about it. I'm really freaking out because I never told my parents about my engagement and i'm hoping and praying they didn't find out because we wanted to tell them at the right time. I'm just a ball of nerves right now at this point and just so much that's happening all at once. Classes start Wed, Anthony graduates, room mate gone for the weekend, and then i'll be hanging out with my friend Amanda to pass off time and put my mind somewhere else. I'm hoping and praying that everything will be okay. I guess I just need to relax.