Everything is Okay....I Think

I finally got what i've been waiting for all two weeks. It made me laugh, cry, and think of what's ahead in the future. I'm still anxious though and hopefully Friday will go better than what i'm expecting at the moment. I'm not exactly sure how the day will become of itself but I really want it to make something of itself than nothing. I really want to make my way past my fears and feel accomplished. I've made tremendous progress with the packing process so i'm really not too worried at all. I just really hope that things will turn around for the best and I really have seen myself become a stronger person over night. Okay yes I did sleep on my worries and fears but I remembered that I need to cast my cares on God and he will take care of them as I wish. I have so much to think about over the next few years of my life and i'm just ready to take things slow and enjoy life because obviously we aren't promised tomorrow. I just want what is best for Anthony and I and our future. Only God can take care of that and hopefully things will fall in place.